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[Oct. 13th, 2009|09:27 am] |
dear life,
I'm a little upset that you're very boring lately. I need to find a job soon or I dunno what's gonna happen. Also, please stop throwing all these random flings at me. I hate flings.
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[May. 28th, 2009|03:16 pm] |
I'm tired of being a hermit.
If you have my number you should use it :] |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2009|01:19 pm] |
Anonymously post 5 positive and 5 negative things about me in a comment.
And I guess something you'd like to say to me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 17th, 2009|10:45 am] |
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so this is what genuine depresseon feels like? |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 12th, 2008|01:57 pm] |
carla8x: i know man carla8x: that blows carla8x: hard carla8x: no homo
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new job + everything else that is going on = I actually smile and enjoy life |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 2nd, 2008|01:10 am] |
carla8x: <3 intehweeds: <3
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 15th, 2008|12:42 am] |
Sometimes I wonder if you'll ever shut the hell up But you don't quit, and you just don't stop Sometimes Iwanna hop on the 5 and ride circles around my city a couple times And pity my troubled life Sometimes I wake up like 'fuck the world!' And after I fuck my girl, I wanna curl up in the corner of my basement Waitin' for civilization to fold The pressure pays the toll, it takes control So I can be a better dad, I can be better in bed I can be a better man, I can be better off dead I can a better son, boyfriend or employee But I better fix my head before I let that shit destroy me Yeah, you know me, that cat with no game, no gear Been in love as many times as I've been alive in years It ain't my fears that's riding me, nope It's how I cope and construct, and how I act as if I don't give a fuck But damn, if I stop and count the amount of fucks I've handed out All in the name of trying to find what it's about I'd probably drown, gasp, cough, gurgle, found dead Stiff position as if I'm about to jump that hurdle So while you lose your hair, I'm losing a war You living thick off the pulp while I'm chewing the core And sometimes I reflect, sit and wish that I was ignorant Unaware of the poison so I could enjoy sipping it That's why the only thing on my mind is everything So I blame my brain for trying to hold me down And when they finally wash it and hang it out to dry Make sure they know I spoke, make sure they know my sound |
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[Nov. 15th, 2008|12:40 am] |
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My name is Dryspell My name is pillar My name's allegiance My name is flagrant My name's a thousand steps from patience But i'm sick and tired of waitin My name's Polaris My name is canvas My name is lowlife My name's intention My name is every imperfection that plays a part in my descension My name is carnival My name is posture My name is polarized My name is evidence My name is delicate approach from symettricating my fellowship My name's Possessive My name is cordial My name is Igloo My name is captivate My name is contaminate the rich And clock the profits for the captain's sake My name is vagabond My name is angel My name is century My name is hunter My name is sunburst My name is wildfire My name is scrutinize My name is basic My name is consequence My name is cigarettes My name is cynical My name is tolerance My name is hallucinogen My name is waterfall My name is runaway My name is alarm clock My name is...
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[Sep. 24th, 2008|04:18 pm] |
Cetas al Xerez, Sauteed Oyster, Shimeji, and King Trumpet mushrooms, finished with a splash of sherry. Served with grilled baguette. Oysters on the half shell, ceviche style mignonette, fleur de sel. On a bed of crushed ice. Goat Cheese and Butternut Squash Ravioli, cream reduction flavored with red chilli flake, garlic and rosemary. House Made Pommes Frites, cilantro aioli Spring Onion Hotcake, Tamarind Sauce & Soy-Mirin FIngerling Potato Hash, Onion, Aji Amarillo, Garlic. Finished with chiffonade cilantro. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 19th, 2008|01:58 pm] |
yeah
new place is pretty beast but ugh
I'm 22 tomorrow and I've yet to achieve what I really want. It's funny though, any cook my age would kill for a resume like mine. Yet I'm still unhappy.
yay.
I've been thinking a lot about people that didn't deserve some things. And how after they cut me off their lives suddenly get much better. And well, it sucks to know that you've fucked people over.
So.
To anyone who isn't really feeling me at the moment, I'm sorry. Especially you.
Fuck. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 11th, 2008|09:54 pm] |
yeah can I marry you?
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 6th, 2008|12:13 pm] |
9/20 geto those wallets ready
bday dinner at www.domojapones.com
nigga whaaaaat |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 18th, 2008|02:51 am] |
Your friends have voted on your strengths and weaknesses:
STRENGTHS:
most loyal most helpful toughest
WEAKNESSES:
most absentee most talkative |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 23rd, 2008|03:30 am] |
I'm only weirded out because things never go how I want them to.
But they hella are bro wtf |
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[May. 7th, 2008|12:29 am] |
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ah to be dissatisfied with life |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 15th, 2008|12:31 pm] |
To do:
- Marry Michelle Bernstein (!) - Work for Michelle Bernstein - Make this - Get this - BONDE DO ROLE 4/29 - Start veal and chicken stock for home use - Pommes maxim! |
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